Judas was an experienced thief who found himself in the market square, where Christ was preaching and his apostles were collecting alms. He followed them, stole their money, and was caught on the spot. Nevertheless, the teacher forgave him. More importantly, he invited the thief to become one of his followers and provided him with a position as the financial supervisor of the organization. Judas was shocked by Christ's unexpected proposal and decided to join the apostles, even if he was just trying to figure out what had happened. He gradually began to understand the message of Christ, but felt that the apostles were blindly following their teachers. Judas argued with them and attempted to defend his right to the truth of the Holy God. But when he couldn't make them understand, he realized that Christ's teachings could be forgotten and not benefit humanity. His solution is to betray Christ. I killed a person, didn't I save a God